Now I will tell you what I've done for you Fifty thousand tears I've cried Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you And you still won't hear me Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again
I'm going under, drowning in you, I'm falling forever I've got to break through, I'm going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies So I don't know what's real and what's not Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can't trust myself anymore I'm dying again
Going Under - Evanescence
So I came home and Alena told me she'd left bath water in the bathtub for me to take pictures with... so I did